our nth monthsary ;)

Today, July 20, 2011, marked our nth monthsary(i lost count of the number of months).  days before,as usual, there's nothing to expect because this month, both of us are very busy.  But then, the other night, hubby asked me for a MOVIE DATE! yepey! my heart leaped.. it's been a long time since we've watched a movie together. i was ecstatic.... forward.... tsantsararan...

In the morning, everything went well... mel's colleague, cons, came to the house to install the sub meter for Auntie bb's internet cafe... then lunch came... and then i asked hubby if we would still push thru with our movie date and he said 'yes' and asked me to prepare... and so, i excitedly dressed up and off we went... it really felt like we were teenagers then.. hehehe... he really paid for the jeepney and taxi ride, paid the snacks, hold my hand like first-time couples, and get the tickets for the movie Harry Potter, last installment. 

I was happy not just because i've seen the movie but because i had the time to spend it with my hubby... these past few months kasi, we rarely go on a movie date because we both got very busy and aside from that, movie tickets are much too high for me since i don't have a regular job.  a waste of time and money for me. 

But come going-home time, it's a slight disappointing one (slight lang because i was too happy to think of disappointment). To our shock, fronting sm is baha caused by the heavy rains so we were forced to cross there so we could buy another two sets of comp in pc express... but then, the baha NEVER made me unhappy... instead, we just laugh it off by making fun of my poise and dress paired with the baha... we even joke that there's a free foot spa outside the vicinity of sm. hahaha. until now, i'm still happy and i will forever treasure that moment with my hubby... that memory is now deposited to our happy memory bank. 

Happy nth monthsary to us!

I love you, Melvin!

THANK YOU LORD! 

fighting with myself

Before, I could eat anything without the fear of getting fat.  I dunno... I just can't gain weight that much no matter what I eat and how much.

But NOW is another story.  I'm fighting the bulges already.  For a time, I felt depressed. Who couldn't be?  I can no longer use my college-year old tees and post-graduation jeans. Even those less-than-a-year-old tshirts, dresses and even underwear are quite small na! My gosh! It's really depressing.  Sometimes, I feel like crying coz I can't wear them na.  I feel old and undesirable because of my new body.

But then, it's nobody's fault.  I TAKE FULL RESPONSIBILITY.  And I regret I didn't give enough care to my body.  But, heck! I'm also 30 years old so you can also expect that my body stats won't be that of a 23 years old, right? Hehehe... I'm just trying to be positive here... hehehe... and a little denial also... :) But now, I've started to befriend myself again... and I've come up with a plan to stick to to achieve a healthier body and a fresher and lighter me... I won't be drastic... But instead, it would be slow but sure.  Now, I'll do what I ought to do... so help me God :)

Here are my new month resolution dated July 15, 2011:

1.) Jog or walk everyday for at least 30minutes

2.) Prepare and eat vegetables every monday, wednesday, friday and saturday

3.) Do fruit/vege salad at least twice a week.

4.) Limit rice intake in the evening

           monday      - WITHOUT rice

           tuesday       - w/ rice

           wednesday - WITHOUT rice 

           thursday     - w/ rice

           friday         - WITHOUT rice

           saturday     - w/ rice

           sunday       - WITHOUT rice

5.) one-cup of rice per meal only

That's all for now.  I'm gonna update this exactly the same date next month... Good luck to me! hehehe

my dreams...

each one of us has a dream right? for us girls, we want to be a doctor, a nurse or simply a beautiful plain housewife... some of us dreamed of our wedding day... with all the gowns, flowers, motifs and the likes... but for me, i have numerous dreams and that i will share to you... :) enjoy reading!

first, i want to have a house and lot of my own... to share with my loving husband and kid(s)... a house that i can call my own... meaning, from our own sweat and blood... gosh! with our current state now, it seems like just a dream, really... hehehe... but hey! i'm doing something to realize and fully achieve that dream... i do REAL ESTATE today... YES! i'm a REAL ESTATE ASSOCIATE... and, before the year ends, i'm forcing myself to be a real estate agent... huh! unbelievable? NO! because i said YES to my dreams... i said yes to what the Lord has put in my heart. and i believe that i could achieve it, IN GOD'S TIME... perhaps, it would take longer than others,... depending on how committed i am into achieving it... and i'm not ashamed of it... i'm super proud of my dream... :)

second, i want to bring my husband and kid to HONGKONG DISNEYLAND. yes, you've read it right! i want to go there and bring my baby for a unique family bonding... so i could see how wide the eyes of my baby would become... ;)

third, i want to travel with my mama and papa, sister lalay and brother alain together with my own family to another country... all expense paid... it's a tough dream i know but i'll do my best to do it... of course, i also love my hubby's family, so we would also sponsor trips abroad for my mother and father-in-law... huh! (yes, that's why i wrote these my dreams because it's a dream... a far cry from reality... looks impossible but attainable... just watch and see...

fourth, i want to send 20 deserving students to school... that would really mean a lot to me...

fifth, i want to open a sari sari store... i don't know... even when i was in elementary pa, i really love accepting bayad and giving sukli to customers...  hehehe... until now... maybe that is one of my Lord's gift for me...
aside from a sari sari store, i also want to sell school and office supplies... hehehe... i really love buying and using ballpens into a very nice paper...

sixth, i want to own a lot,... lots of lots... for lease, for future sale... and of course, a  house and lot... for rent and for sale... that would be awesome!  and in time, i want to build houses and sell it to prospective clients... and in that compound/subdivision, i want to put a chapel, a grotto and a garden aside from the usual amenities of a subdivision.

well, what do you think? pretty tough right? but i know, in God's perfect time, everything will be accomplished... in God's time...

praise the Lord! all the time!